If only it were that easy

If only it were as easy as snapping my fingers and wishing it so.
If only it were as easy as  closing my eyes and wishing you away.
I thought this would be easier, apart of me just says get angry.
If you're angry it's easier, easier to move on.
(Yet there you stand, even if its the dream of you.) 
 I watch you walk through the realms of my mind and heart.
(we have conversations about the real you.) 
I know you're a figment of what I created in my mind.
(Your skin is just a soft, your laugh still as seductive.) 
 A figment of who I can see in you, that i wanted you to be.
(Your eyes are just as blue, maybe if I close my eyes you'll be replaced by the real one. ) 
  You're not wishing away, you're not  leaving.
(I can feel your arms around me, your mouth on mine) 
Maybe just maybe, time does heal all wounds.
(But for the moment I miss you, I want you.)
My heart is on my sleeve.
(Why couldn't I be you're one and only?)